icepixie: ([B5] Ivanova facepalm)
Long story short, I don't have a crown on my implant anymore.

Long story long:

My crown started wiggling on Thursday night, because of course it would on the eve of a four-day weekend. It didn't hurt at the time, so I put off the emergency call to my dentist. It started hurting more over the weekend, until I finally gave in and called him today, and he very kindly agreed to open up the office and see me this afternoon.

Here's how his monologue and my thoughts went.

Dentist: Gosh this rarely happens--
Me: Have you met me?
Dentist: --but I think the screw holding it in has come loose.
Me: So I literally have a screw loose?
Dentist: I can usually get the crown off by pulling on it. Let's see.
*futile tugging ensues*
Dentist: Gee, that always works. I've only had to drill a hole in the crown to access the screw once before!
Me: Today will be your second time.
Dentist: I'm going to have to drill.
Me: Why am I not surprised.
*dentist drills, crown and screw come out*
Dentist: I've always been able to get the cement off with boiling water before. I don't have a stovetop here, but I'm sure it'll come off in hot water in the microwave!
*dentist attempts to boil the cement off*
Dentist: I just don't believe it--
Me: I do.
Dentist: --the cement won't come off. Oh, well, I'll take it home and boil it on my stovetop tonight. It'll be ready tomorrow.
Me: Why don't we make it for next week when I'm coming in any way for a filling just in case?

My body, I swear. If it can go wrong, IT WILL GO WRONG.


Nov. 23rd, 2016 07:19 pm
icepixie: ([Skating] Z&G marionette far away)
Skating: Third back spin lesson with BF today. We tried a couple new techniques, and I did something resembling a back scratch spin at one point! He's given up on teaching me the start-with-free-leg-turned-out method, claiming I have so much turnout that it's counterproductive, as it winds up pulling me toward the inside. Or something. Anyway, we went straight to pulling the free leg up as parallel as possible to the skating leg--which for me, let's face it, is still turned out 90% of the time--and it's going better.

Humira: I had a miserable weekend where I couldn't go on after about 90 minutes of shopping (admittedly, this was after I spent $50 on Christmas tree ornaments, so maybe this was a blessing in disguise), then Monday and Tuesday were much better than usual. Today, eh, back to normal. I just took my third shot, so I'm starting week five. Eight more weeks before we can declare it a success or a failure. One of the common side effects is a sore throat, and unfortunately it's one I've got. About three times a week, I feel like I'm in the beginning stages of a cold, but the cold never shows up. Better than three colds a week, I suppose.

Fandom: I finally started on my Yuletide fic last weekend. Well, the one I think I'm actually going to finish, as opposed to the two false starts. 125 words. Onward...
icepixie: ([B5] Ivanova new beginnings)
I started a vid tonight. It's been--oh god--almost two years since I vidded. I've forgotten how I did this.

(On the other hand, vidding! Creative output! Surely fic cannot be far behind...especially since I still haven't started my Yuletide fic. *hands*)

ETA: So El Capitan (newish Mac OS) broke Handbrake, because of course it did. But Google to the rescue, after I gave myself some permissions I apparently didn't have, I was able to copy the little library file over into the usr/local/lib folder, crossing my fingers all the while that I wouldn't break anything. Seems okay so far. Now let's just see if reimporting this episode fixes the problem in iMovie, which is probably also due to things updating while I haven't used it in two years...

ETA 2: Reimporting didn't fix the problem. :( (When I import new video I've ripped, or even ripped long ago and saved, it turns solid green. Everything I imported in 2015 and before is fine.) The Oracle of Google has no answers either, and playing around with preferences, file format of the video I'm trying to import, even running the damn thing through MPEG Streamclip first doesn't work.

ETA 3: The clip imports into iMovie 10. Which I loathe. Ugh. Do I try and work with this stupid program or do I give up...

Dear God.

Nov. 9th, 2016 09:14 pm
icepixie: ([Wonderfalls] This isn't fun for anybody)
Still holding out hope I woke up in the evil alternate universe this morning.

(Not Redverse. Redverse would never. It must be Orangeverse.)
icepixie: ([Other] Soprano pride)
Skating: Yesterday I did the entire Silver forward inside-back outside three turn pattern, down the entire rink on each foot, without a single step down on any of the back threes. HOORAY.

My back spin lesson with BF last week was good. He said I was trying to go immediately from step one to step four in a four-step spin, so we're breaking it down into micro parts. As in, we started on the wall. Then we went to just trying to spin on the right foot with the left leg turned out(!). Maybe I'll get this spin yet.

Humira: Eh. I haven't noticed any difference yet. Maybe I get a third or fourth hour of negligible pain in the first half of the day, some days, but it's still within the usual variation of the last year. The second dose is on Wednesday. *crosses fingers* Today was a lovely day it would've been nice to get out and walk around in, but my thought process for some time has been, "Do I hurt? I'm not walking anywhere. Do I not hurt? Better not walk around or I'll start hurting." It would be nice to break out of that someday.

Music: Meet my new favorite contemporary composer, Norwegian Ola Gjeilo. He composes for choir, piano, and strings. I've currently got his setting of "The Lake Isle of Innisfree" on repeat, but the entire album it comes from is fantastic.
icepixie: ([Farscape] Crichton in space)
Humira: Gave myself my first shot on Tuesday. It wasn't as bad as I thought it might be; basically it's akin to an allergy shot that has the needle stay in the skin about twice as long. I got some post-injection fatigue that day and the next, but it went away. I had a very bad pain day on Thursday, set off by two hours of my worst trigger, shopping (something about standing and sorting through racks of stuff just kills my back), but on the upside I got a new dress. The next day I skated for two hours and then walked the dog with no increase over my normal background pain level, so...improvement? Today's been about the same.

Yuletide: BEARS. I know what I want to write but am having trouble getting words on the page.

Skating: Right back inside three turns: UNLOCKED! (Let us not speak of left back inside three turns.) I'm getting more revolutions in forward camel spins, sometimes up to four, and getting better at sitting lower in camel-sit spins. Layback spins exist for a couple of revolutions, albeit I don't know that I'll ever be brave enough to really arch my back and lean my head back.

Video )

I asked BF for a lesson on back spins and loop jumps this week, which should be exciting. P and J the elder both say he'll have great tricks to get me to actually do not-awful versions of these elements.

TV: It's been aaaages since I watched any television. Since Agent Carter finished in March, I think it was. I guess The Librarians is coming back next month, but other than that I got bupkis. Is there anything worth watching on these days? I haven't kept up. Since fandom left LJ/DW and I didn't really follow to Tumblr or Imzy, I've been out of the loop.
icepixie: ([B5] Ivanova new beginnings)
Ugh. I got distracted talking to P before the freestyle session started yesterday and got on the ice with my blade guards on. I was hanging on to the boards with my left hand and managed to sort of let myself down gently, so it didn't hurt at the time. Today: OUCH. My whole left side is screaming at me.

On the bright side: I have a lot of drugs for that.

I think also have to eat some crow. Three days into the prednisone, and my lower back/sacroiliac pain is GONE. I walked my dog around the block today without back pain for the first time in over two years.

I guess this means I need to admit I have ankylosing spondylitis and should start the Humira. I'm glad I at least know turning off part of my immune system should help, rather than winging it on a hope and a prayer. And it'll be nice not to be in constant pain, assuming the Humira works as well as prednisone.

(Bad side: The steroids did nothing for all of my other joints, including elbows, fingers, thumbs, knees, ankles, and toes. But the back pain is 70% of my daily pain, so I guess that's okay. And perhaps the Cymbalta will take care of the other joints in time.)
icepixie: ([Skating] Z&G Romeo Juliet lift)
Forward camel into beginning forward layback spin:

Forward camel into layback spin from Skater on Vimeo.

Waltz/half-loop/Salchow jump sequence (aka the very awkward one I mentioned a few weeks ago):

Waltz, half loop, Salchow jump sequence from Skater on Vimeo.

icepixie: ([NX] Chris on Christmas Eve)
[Note: I am icepixie across LJ, DW, and AO3.]

Dear Yuletide Writer,

THANK YOU for writing for me! I love all these fandoms and characters dearly, and I know I'll love whatever you come up with for them. I'm offering specific prompts for each fandom if you're the kind of writer who prefers them, but please don't feel constrained by them if you're not.

General likes/dislikes )

China Beach )

Ned & Stacey )

The Matchmaker (1997) )
icepixie: ([Skating] Roca Sur love on the rocks)
My lesson with our local spin doctor went well, although I find it incredibly ironic that after all this PT to strengthen and learn how to use my butt muscles, the biggest thing keeping me from a back spin is...I don't use my butt muscles. *facepalm*

Anyway, after a week of reminding myself to use my butt and abs, I've got about a half revolution more on a back scratch and a back sit spin. Spin doctor and I have another lesson a week from Monday to work more on this.

Speaking of spins, my layback spin has gotten much better in the last couple of weeks. I have the leg and hip position down; now I just need to face my fear and lean back. (The minute I look up and see the ceiling, my body just goes "NOPE" and the spin stops.) I'm also getting lower and more revolutions in the pancake and tuck spins I posted a couple of weeks ago.

P taught me to do a waltz jump-half loop-salchow jump combination last week, and this week I actually landed a few. They are itty-bitty, because it's frankly a massively awkward combination. You have to land the waltz jump with your free leg forward, which is a thoroughly bizarre feeling and quite difficult. This is so you're set up for the half loop, which takes off like a loop and requires your free foot in front. Then you land the half loop on your non-landing foot and immediately wrench yourself around into a salchow off that foot. It's not a jump combo I would've come up with, let's say. On the other hand, working to get it better should improve my control over all my jumps.
icepixie: ([Skating] Z&G cool angle)
We had a guest coach for the adult edges class today, a Russian fellow whose background is, I believe, in pairs. It was nifty. He had us do really clean, deep versions of alternating forward crossovers, and for the example, he started on the goal line about a third of the way from the wall (his axis was a bit further in than the one on the hockey dots I usually use), and on the first one went within inches of the wall(!), then on the second one crossed the center line by a good few feet. This is on two edges. Two. Googling the dimensions of an ice rink tells me he was going something over 30 feet horizontally on two crossovers. I've never seen anyone get that deep of an edge, at least not in person.

(I know, I know, [personal profile] kyriacarlisle is probably the only one who understands what I'm babbling about, but trust me, it was impressive.)

He asked us if we could do back outside three turns, to which three of the four of us nodded somewhat cautiously while the fourth was more confident. Then he said he wanted big, fast back crossovers around the middle circle into a back three, to which I at least went AHAHAHAHA YOU MUST BE JOKING and proceeded to do them on two feet. Again, when demonstrating, he had such a deep back outside edge that I thought he was going to fall over. I know he probably wasn't at a 45-degree angle to the ice, but it sure looked like it.

On the bad side...dude is very touchy-feely. P has touched me three, maybe four times in the two years I've been with her, only with fingertips to reposition an arm or shoulder, and that works for both of us. We did an alternating forward outside three turn exercise as part of this class, and every. single. time. I turned he grabbed my arm with both hands to make sure I checked out enough. I would've done better without that, as it startled me so badly every time that I was mostly trying to keep from falling over rather than working to control the edge on my own. If the class in September isn't big enough for me to hide at the back and that happens again, we will need to have Words.

(Part of my annoyance with touchy-feely group class coaches is that while there are plenty of skills I definitely can't do yet and need help with, a lot of the time I can do the thing, it just takes me a few tries to figure out which leg I'm supposed to be on at what time and things like that. Left and right side differentiation is not something that comes naturally to me. So if they just give me a minute to figure it out rather than immediately manhandling me, I am much happier and learn better. This is why I prefer edges instruction one-on-one to group classes; then I have more time to figure it out and can get P or whoever to just tell me which arm or leg I need to be moving at the right time.)

I booked a lesson with our local spins specialist to try and get a real back spin happening. P and I are at our collective wits' end and figured another perspective might help. The bad part is that it's at 6:45 on Monday morning ohgod. I hope it fixes my problems. T is an amazing spinner and I've seen her work miracles with other people.
icepixie: ([Skating] Roca Sur love on the rocks)
A couple things I've been working on: Pancake and tuck spins. Or, "finally, spins where my natural inclination to turn my free hip out works to my advantage!"

Pancake and Tuck Spins from Skater on Vimeo.

Good news

Aug. 13th, 2016 10:59 pm
icepixie: ([Fringe] Olivia looking up)
I have a trifecta of good health news from this week, for the first time in years:

1. I got my dental implant (the metal rod part; the actual false tooth/crown will be put on in three more months) on Monday, and aside from that day and night, there's been almost no pain. I only used a few of the good painkillers the dentist prescribed.

2. I bit the bullet and got a myofascial release/deep tissue massage for my abdomen yesterday in an attempt to untangle some of the scar tissue left behind by last summer's surgical adventures. It hurt SO MUCH while the therapist was doing it and last night (there's a reason I scheduled it for a week in which I would have narcotics...), but today it's amazing. I had no idea how restricted and tight everything was in there, and now walking is like MAGIC. It's like gravity has been turned down; picking my leg up to take a step is comparatively effortless. Skating, too, has improved. Getting my leg up for a jump or a camel spin is much easier. (She worked on my lower back and butt as well, since those muscles tend to tighten in order to stabilize the loose SI joints, but so far I haven't noticed improvement. Maybe that just takes longer than a day.)

3. Most amazing: My mucocele, that annoying spit-cyst on the floor of my mouth that's been hanging around for a couple of months, up and disappeared. I can't even tell it was there. It's essentially unheard of for these things to go away on their own, so FINALLY, I am medically unusual in a good way!! :D
icepixie: ([Skating] Z&G zombies rocking out)

I was the only competitor in my division, so I got the gold medal by default. Works for me!

Pre-Bronze Freeskate - La Valse d'Amelie [Orchestra Version] from Skater on Vimeo.

icepixie: ([Babylon 5] Ivanova Garibaldi noir)
After hearing about Jerry Doyle's death, I feel like I should add some words to my Ivanova and Garibaldi try to have a honeymoon but end up foiling a plot to assassinate the Earth president fic. RIP.
icepixie: ([Skating] Z&G marionette far away)
I'm going to be the only person competing in my level at the competition in three weeks. It'll be like an exhibition with a medal at the end!

My program has settled into its final form. I'm hitting the five marks I really want to hit about 90% of the time (and within a beat or two the other 10% of the time) and did two really good run-throughs today. My camel-sit spin is still wobblier than I'd like, but everything else is going well.

I had BF sharpen my blades last weekend and put in a slightly deeper hollow* because it seemed like I was skating over the ice rather than on it, which is NOT a good feeling. Admittedly, this could've been because I had someone else sharpen them last time, but we figured a deeper hollow wouldn't hurt. A deeper hollow tends to make edges more secure (it makes the edges longer as measured from the center of the hollow, thus giving them more "bite"), but at the cost of some ease of glide. I went from 5/8 of an inch to half an inch.

My verdict? I started out feeling like I was skating through glue, but I think I'm going to like this hollow. The blades definitely have more of a mind of their own, which makes stopping...interesting...but my edges are much more secure. They saved me from a spread eagle the other day that would've had me on my face with the old hollow. Also, they've helped my back spin. I'm actually spinning a little before I get too far up the the toe pick!

* The bottom of a skate blade is shaped like an upside-down U (illustration), giving you two edges, inside and outside, which are what you actually skate on. The depth of this U, and the corresponding length of the two edges, is referred to as your hollow.
icepixie: ([Skating] Roca Sur ghost in pink)
For those of you wondering what it would look like in person, here's the dress for my program: under the cut )

The program continues to evolve. I was simply not making it from my salchow in the far right corner to the goalie area before it was time to start my straight-line footwork, so I said screw it and turned it a diagonal footwork sequence. I also actually have time left after the toe loop at the end of the footwork, so I've added a very short forward spiral prior to the mohawk and back crossover into my ending sit spin. Whether it's an outside or inside spiral depends on whether I fluff the chasse after my toe loop. *whistles innocently*

I also tried adding more pretty arms to things, not terribly successfully. Really I only managed it in one place, on the first half of the choctaw. The crossrolls especially need something interesting up top, but everything I tried made it very hard to actually do the crossrolls, so I may just have to let that be some time for folks to admire my dress. Or maybe P will have ideas for that bit.


In utterly unrelated news, Hem fiiiiinally put out that song they teased with in a commercial almost ten years ago, and it is beautiful.


Jun. 25th, 2016 10:02 am
icepixie: ([Photos Stock] Cherry blossoms)
Woo-hoo! Today I did my whole program, to the music, and was finally comfortable enough with the steps that I could make minor adjustments to hit everything on time, from the waltz jump that landed nicely on a beat, to getting the windup done for my camel-sit spin just before the music swelled, to starting the footwork sequence on time and ending on time. YAY.


Jun. 23rd, 2016 05:58 pm
icepixie: ([Movies] Toepick!)
Rumors of my death, exaggeration, etc.

P and I are hard at work trimming down my program to something manageable by me in the 1:40 seconds of music I'm allowed. We started out with a lot of footwork, then when I could barely get through half the program before the music ran out, started chopping with wild abandon. In addition, the waltz jump-toe loop combination is no more, though if I can get speedy enough I'll try to add a toe loop after my salchow. I think this means I could do a half flip-toe loop without worrying about whether it would get counted as two jumps rather than a combination because I tend to need to slow myself down a bit before going into the toe. You get four jump passes, be they singles, combos, or sequences.

It sounds like the August competition at my rink won't happen, since they need at least 50 people to sign up and as of last week had...three. I'm both sad and relieved, because to be honest, I'm not sure if my program's going to be presentable in five weeks. I'm much less nervous about the adult competition in Atlanta over Labor Day weekend.
icepixie: ([Skating] Z&G Romeo Juliet lift)
I recently joined the 21st century and got a smartphone, and even more recently realized I could use it to take video of my skating. (And CRINGE MIGHTILY at said video, wow. I thought my sit spin was much lower than that. And my jumps much higher. On the other hand, I think I finally got it through my head what P's been saying about how my hips are too open on most things, so I'm trying to fix that now.)

So, here's a compilation of my tricks (spins and jumps) and another of my moves/turns/edges. I feel compelled to warn you that while the tricks are more recognizable as skating things you've seen on TV, I look much more like I know what I'm doing in the moves video. ;)

August 2017

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